Archive - October, 2010

a pirate princess

happy halloween!

{life.love.lens}

Welcome to {life.love.lens} as I share with you a picture a day of the coolest tiny person in my life. Check back every Friday for a look at the week through my lens!

Week 31 – {October 22 – October 28}

Friday 10/22 – Such a beautiful girl!

Saturday 10/23 – We are too cheap to buy actual baby gates, so cases of water will do for now.

Sunday 10/24 – Rocking fall in her sweater dress and boots! So cute!

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wordless wednesday: 7 months & sassy

i sit

I sit in my car while the baby sleeps. I try to read the words of scripture through tears, begging God to show me something. Anything.

My heart aches. We are in that place again. The place of unknown. Of fear. Of asking God what he has for us, and hearing nothing.

It’s hard. People always tell you that ministry is hard. But you never understand it until you are fully immersed. Until you’ve given it your all. Until you feel empty and numb. That’s when it’s hard. When you’re at the end of the road and it feels like you have no hope. Until you’re totally broken to the point that you open your bible and can’t even read the words but get the greatest lesson of all.

{Trust me.}

I hear that still small whisper in my ear.

{Trust me.}

But God! I am the mama bear. I have a family to take care of! I need my security. I need my stuff. I have a husband and a baby and a dog. I have to meet their needs.

{I will meet your needs.}

{Trust me.}

But seriously Lord, ME. What about ME?

{TRUST. ME.}

Are you trusting Him? Even when it’s really hard?

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we are…

{life.love.lens}

Welcome to {life.love.lens} as I share with you a picture a day of the coolest tiny person in my life. Check back every Friday for a look at the week through my lens!

Week 30 – {October 15 – October 21}

Friday 10/15 – Sick baby girl at the doctor

Saturday 10/16 – Still sick, snuggling at home

Sunday 10/17 – Staying home from church and resting up!

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love is greater than blood

I have always dreamed of having a big family. Having children, and lots of them is something my hubby and I have always talked about from the beginning. It wasn’t an option for us not to.

I always knew I was called to do something great. But I was never sure exactly what that was until hubs posed the question to me: “what if we adopted?”

My heart melted the day he said those blessed 4 words to me. I knew this man was more than perfect for me.

It had always been something I was interested in, mostly because my heart is pretty much in the shape of Africa. But I never brought it up to him, because I wanted him to be called to it as well. It needed to be something that God put on both our hearts. I’m so thankful that He did.

“Once our eyes are opened, we can’t pretend we don’t know what to do. God, who weighs our hearts and keeps our souls, knows what we know, and holds us responsible to act.”
Proverbs 24:12

After walking through a really tough pregnancy, delivery and recovery – we weren’t sure how many times my body would be able to handle it. It’s worth every bit of it, but I still need to physically be able to care for my family as well. Adopting seems like an easy fix to that, but it’s so much more than that.

After we discussed it the first time, I knew there was no turning back. This was what God had planned for our family all along. To love and welcome an orphan into our family. To put love above blood. To care for and give a father to the fatherless.

I’m honored that God has chosen us to bring a baby home from Ethiopia.

This will be a long process, and will take lots of prayer, tears and funds. Adopting is not free. It’s not easy. But God will provide. I ask you to begin praying for how you might like to be a part of our adoption. In the coming months we will begin asking for money, and doing everything in our power to raise the funds to bring this sweet baby home.

A baby that God already has hand-picked for us.

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a big thank you.

Because you rock. When people doubt online relationships, and the community that people share…I just laugh. Because I have some pretty stinking great friends who are basically imaginary and I’ve never met most of you face to face.

This week has been rough for us. Munchkin got sick, and mama got a little scared. Yes, I know babies get sick. But her “unexplained fever” worried me. She didn’t show any other signs of actually being sick (no runny nose, cough, etc.). She just wouldn’t eat, and had a fever. She wasn’t teething. I didn’t know how to help her, and it was frankly a bit scary.

When the doctor was concerned about her 5 days of fever, she asked me to monitor her for one more day and then bring her in for tests to see what might be going on. That’s when I called on you guys.

Ya’ll got on your knees for me.

And it stinking worked.

{Happy Baby}

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battling the virus

If you follow me on twitter, you know it was a long weekend at our house.  My poor sweet baby started running a fever after our super fun trip to the pumpkin patch, which is probably why half of our pictures there looked like this….um, hi she was sick.


{But isn’t she the cutest sick thing you’ve ever seen??}

Well, it’s been a wild 4 days of force feeding, super sad faces, and lots of snuggles. We’ve had perfect health for 6.75 months, with only a sniffly nose for a day and then some constipation issues. This sickness stuff is a whole new ballgame, and is super tough on mama.

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